I having trouble finding a good paying job out there what can I do.?

I have minimal work over 2 year span resume. I do costumer service mainly courtesy I'm asking for more hours but aside from that I been looking. On a personal note I took some time off to recover from surgery prevented me from working in a comfortably consistent rate. I can see why there building me up slowing in hours but its been hitting hard at my home for my moms I do most what I can for her. I been not sleeping or being focus enough to look harder I been doing what I can and realize I want to move up and just man up to peruse something else. I been working as courtesy for 9 months I have mental slumps time to time and I get sick of it of wasting my time at home sleeping till 4 am and waking up at 3 after. I recovering from surgery that's not proceeding to be healing as I wanted to be but healing slowing I just got to chill a bit and balance out the situation a bit in my life now and think this through positively and leave the negative part alone. The mental slumps take a toll out of me I keep chin up for the most of it and keep moving forward for the best. I don't know what the question I trying to ask, what can I expect from this feeling, will the time come for something new I feel like I'm milking the time and acting lazy. Sounds like I asking two questions about my mental heath and in lack of motivation and jobs this is my first official job and I realizing I want to try something new to do better on my resume. I Think I've answer my questions but I would like to hear your guys thoughts.