Is this a bad reason not to want to name my son this?

im 25 weeks pregnant and I have been thinking of baby names for my son. My boyfriend wants me to combine our names and name him Travon (his name is Travis and my name is Evonne). The problem is, I was raped a year ago by a Guy name Traviion. I know it's stupid but i just don't feel right calling my son that, for some reason when i hear that name, i think of him. He says he understands but now his whole family wont SHUT UP about it. They all keep talking about how im so selfish and how he's so in love with the name. -_- Am i over reacting? What are some other cute names? The last name is Zeigler if it helps any. ADVICE PLEASE