The closer i get to having my son, the more sad i get....ADVICE PLEASE?

I am so sorry for your loss, and what you have gone through in the last year, personally. I know as a mother myself, having a child, is the most amazing thing you will ever experience. I'm sure all the hormones that have while pregnant, are making you especially emotional, on top of the things you have gone through. I know when I was at the end of my pregnancy, I would start bawling when I saw a sad commercial on tv. Try to think about all the positives things that will come from the birth of your child, and how blessed you are. If you are still having a hard time, I would talk to your Dr, maybe it would be helpful to talk to a counselor. Good luck and God bless!